Focus focus...

If you say I did nothing at all for the past few days where I had my life for free finally..its not true. But if you ask me if I feel like I had accomplished anything, not really. There is things I want to do, and now realized, they are in so many direction. I want to focus yet things and inspirations pulls me apart. Sigh.

I feel like I have been rambling a lot these days.. haha.

Anyways, a lifedrawing painting..that is...okeeeey. Better then my first so, (this is second ever..O,,O) I mean those 4 hours sit down sessions with acrylics. There is so much more to learn and I am hyped up for it!!Especially seeing actually how ugly this looks now..it looked better then you know..I paint what I see, or at least that's what I thought, but that is not all I need=D There is sooo much more to learn!! I need to think more..maybe I will paint slower next time.........>..>..Ohoh and Sheridan's saturday life paintings must gooo +___+



If I want to study light maybe I should stick with more...well..less impressionistic colors(not that this is..) but tone it down a bit? hm...maybe black and white next time. (But I love colors soo much.D:!)

First things first. Lets try sleeping at 11 and waking up at 7 no?;D
Gotta study anatomy..life drawing..and work on my book illustration commission. and I also want to try to think of a film idea..which I can never do..!!Gah!!!!